Blackseraphine

 Ay naku, girl, hindi ako tumagal sa all-girls school nang walang natututunan. Alam ko na yung mga style na yan

Eto lang talaga

Siyempre importante ang friends. So ayoko mawala friends nya. Basta boundaries at awareness lang.

Sa girls din naman merong ganyan. Umaaligid, nakaabang. Pero as long as yung tao mismo iniisip nya na walang mangyayari kasi hindi ko papayagan na may mangyari e di mostly okay lang. As long as yung boundaries intact. Yung hindi hahayaang makalapit ng husto yung isa. Yung emotional and physical boundaries are never crossed.

But yung emotional boundaries tricky e. Kasi some people in denial na may crossing of emotional boundaries.

Natawa siya nung nakamakeup... baka mamaya pag nakita niya ako matawa siya dahil mukha akong kamote.

^And I wrote that days ago and things changed.

I could have bit my tongue and said it was okay as long as it was never reciprocated. But hearing him say that? Did he just plant a seed of doubt? What if I'm I just in the way? Should I step aside? 

Hmm.. Come to think of it. She'll probably be better at taking care of him. She has a great career, can cook, is charming, very pretty, and very actively showing that he can look after him very well. I can't even care for myself, and seriously doubt I can step up well enough to do it for someone else. 

It's not comparison, it's acknowledgement of someone's strengths. Whatever opinion I may have of someone, it doesn't make me blind to everything. 

The only thing I have is... me. There's only one me.