It's probably me who should take that Suicide Prevention Day poster seriously. Not because I'm going to do it, but because my life is more fractured.
I tell somebody else to heed the advise even though I know I ignore it.
It's fine. It's something I've dealt with for a long time.
Reading the caption on the post, "You are not alone", I stopped.
Did I ever feel doing it because I felt lonely? Because I felt alone?
I think I understood early on that people I knew didn't think the same way like me.
So it was just me, all this time,
dancing with the devil for my life.
I stopped wanting a long time ago for somebody else to watch out for me.
I'm okay with that.
I watch out for somebody else now.
He's doing well it seems, and I'm okay with that.
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