Hm.. Is it a sign? I was thinking if I fail again and ask for help from others, I might need to show the the Pinterest photo. So they'd warm-up to me to help me because from what I had previously seen before, they weren't keen to share how to get into the cafe.
But what if that's just an excuse? Because I've been uncertain if I should share it in the first place or not. I had thought that maybe if I shared the Pinterest photo they'd get that all this hint-dropping had been intentional, and that they shouldn't pay her attention because that's what she craves. And maybe, if they stop paying her attention, the issue would finally stop spreading too.
But at the same time, is it wrong to do that? What if I was wrong and thought there was malice when there is none? What if I accidentally bear false witness? Does assuming what her intentions are constitute bearing false witness? But I am convinced that it is what she's doing.
Maybe I'm finally getting drained thinking about this. I'm spending hours wondering what's real or not, what's fabrication, what is innocent...
I'm wondering why she keeps doing this.
And how? How did she know about what happened before it was posted?
Truthfully, there are many ways to know since she moves in the same circle, have the same friends. But there's also the possibility...
That she got it straight from him.
If I am thinking of all possibilities, then I should be open to that possibility too. It's not wrong to be friends, or to be kind to someone. But what if, again, there are no boundaries in place? And that's why she keeps doing this because his actions made her think there is something between them?
If she does this over and over and over... what if I slowly begin believing her too?
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