Blackseraphine

I was happy for the sign of life, but what does always mean? Things looked and sounded happy so I was glad because of that— and it happened around our time! But I didn't have the chance at the time to look it up. So now seeing the meaning... Does it refer to something? Should I be scared? 👀

I had been reading some posts about this viral breakup the other night and one of the headlines from that was that the cause of the breakup was 'they grew distant'.

So I was relating that line to my own circumstances. I thought that I might have been going about things the wrong way. 

If he can't come, and I match that action by not coming as well then it's like we're going in separate directions. If we continue like that, we will also grow distant and everything will fall apart. And I don't want that to happen.

I want a relationship where one steps forward when the other steps back. That kind of give and take. I still remember being upset months ago and him coming to me, not reacting in anger because I was angry. Or retaliating by icing me out. Just waiting for me. And it took a while for me to let go of my hurt feelings but when I finally did, I was grateful to him for not letting go. I think I loved him a bit more for that.